tattadaaan.....

hellooo blog world!!! it's been a year, I haven't updated my blog, anyways here I am now!! :)) well! well! guys, my birthday is coming, so just in case if you are wondering what to present me, here I am to give you some hints, as usual :P ehehhe yeah yeah, I'm actually updating this for this reason!!! lol!

Okiex, lets cut this short and go straight to what I really want for my birthday!!!! Hmmm lemme list it out:::

1. My all time favorite perfume; Bright Crystal by Versace
2. MacBook Pro
3. Nokia N97 mini
4. A cool camera (Sony or Nikon would do :P)
5. A yummy chocolate cake with extra chocolate cream (prefers a HUGE one!!)
6. Loads of accessories ((hint hint:: bags, earrings, chains, shoes...& moreee [remember: it should be fancy]))

See, I donn really want much, thats juss a few, so hope to get all or some on my birthday!!

cheers!! :))

I love you cox...

I can tell you anything
You're alwayz there for me when ever am in need of you
Thinking of you makes me feel good & happy
You make me feel.... like I've never felt before
I can be myself when am with you
You've taught me the true meaning of love
I love the feeling of being secure when you hold me
I love your company
I feel your love....caring
I love everything about you
I miss you loads when you are not around

We all need someone in life for many reasons. Also we would feel good and happy being with someone rather than spending time alone. Hmm but this someone needs to be a person you like and who makes you feel special...... Guess sometimes it's hard to find someone like this. If you do, better try your best and hold on. Also if you feel that you are in a non-committed relationship, you better let go of the person rather than wasting time on something useless.

Anywayz all I know is life's really awesome when there's your partner with you and you feel loved no matter what!

pic taken from Ahunish's photography!

I am so fed up........
so fed up of some people treating me like shit
so fed up of being taken advantage of
so fed up of been lonely
so fed up of trying
so fed up of thinking that things gonna work out some day
so fed up of feeling this way...........
grrrr! and now.....so fed up of this post too!!!!


* pic taken from Google

Hope Maldives team would win the SAFF Championship today....
I wish all the very best to MALDIVES team!!

pic by Uniqu3 Graph!X

Grey's Anatomy - By My Side - Swans - Unkle Bob

Hmmmmm..........

It's been a while since I've posted anything to my blog. Well, here I am now! :) These days am very much into Grey's Anatomy and today when I was watching the episode "Some Kind of Miracle", I first heard this heart breaking song. I checked out about the song from Google and came to know it's 'Swans by Unkle Bob'. Am sure most of you would love it! Cox lines like "by my side, you'll never be" and "I see you, you see me, differently" will break your heart.

Hmm guys, you know what?? I only learned about 'Unkle Bob' also just today and am loving them!! :P ehehe really so excited and about to download the songs! Check out the lyrics of the song, 'Swans'...... enjoy!!!

Swans by Unkle Bob

By my side,
you’ll never be.
By my side,
you’ll. never. be.

'Cause I’m fake at the seams,
I’m lost in my dreams, and
And I want you to know,
that I can’t let you go.

And you’re never coming home again,
And you’re never coming home again.

By my side,
you’ll never be.
By my side,
you’ll. never. be.(x2)

I wanted to tell you I changed.
I wanted to tell you that things would be different this time.

I see you, you see me,
Differently.
I see you, you see me,
Differently.

You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again. (x4)

* lyrics taken from www.metrolyrics.com

Ville Valo feat. Natalia Avalon - "Summer Wine"

Cakes...... home made!!!

I love decorating cakes!!! I've made lotsa cakes for my family and friends. But unfortunately I don't have the pics of all....the cool part is my 2 sis in laws are now experts too....so it's really easy to decorate a cake at home, since 3 of us are there!!! Well here are some of the cakes we've made....

This is by me, my 2 sis in law; Anthu & Sodha



This cake is by Sodha made for my birthday, which I loved! Really nice concept, right!


Tarzan cake by me and my sis in law Anthu

Cake (sewing machine) by Anthu made for Sodha's birthday


2 Cakes by 3 of us, for my 2 nieces (Nashko & Nishko) birthday party!



This day we made 3 cakes. I made the Tarzan, Anthu made Ball and Sodha made Flower with Butterfly....Unfortunately I don't have a pic of the Ball cake with me at the moment.


Huge Butterfly cake by Sodha & Anthu made for my last birthday...... I loved it! :P



Shark cake which I made recently for my nephew Navi on his birthday!

Which Desperate Housewives Character Are You?
	You are Susan. You are a klutz and verifiably awkward in social situations, but you are sweet, easy-going, and not afraid to get what you want in creative ways.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Grrrr.... I've been working 7 days a week for months now. I am mentally and physically tired and stressed. All I need now is a biggy break which is impossible these days. Wish I could get away from everything and take a nice rest... :P

I've been tagged!!!!

I've been tagged by The Wild Hunter... hmmm, lets see how this goes ;)

A - Available?: Am I??
B - Best friend: Nobody
C - Cake or Pie?: Both
D - Drink of choice: eehhehe Coca Cola
E - Essential thing used everyday: PC
F - Favorite color: I have more than one! Black, Green, Purple, Blue
G - Gummi bears or worms: Gummy bears
H - Hometown: Maldives .....sunny side of life!! :D
I - Indulgence: Coca Cola again....
J - January or February: January & February plus rest of the months.... LOL
K - Kids and names: too many kids and I hardly remember their names :P (juss kidding lah)
L - Life: Mineral Water brand name in Maldives :P
M - Marriage date: 31 April 2008 :P
N - Number of siblings: 3
O - Oranges or apples: Oranges
P - Phobias: Playboys :P
Q - Quote: Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight it'll crush, hold it too loose it'll fly :P
R - Reason to smile: A simple smile could make someone's day a lil brighter!!
S - Season: Autumn
T - Tag three people: Appy's Tale, Memoirs of Kaidha,Foolhudhiguhandi
U - Unknown fact about me: Let it be eh!
V - Vegetable you do not like: Pumpkin (cox it's too sweet)
W - Worst habit: short temper (when am moody)
X - x-rays you have had: My left knee
Y - Your favorite food: Beef Lasagna & Thai food
Z - Zodiac: Libra the great :P

*Pic taken from Google

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations.
I may not reach them,
but I can look up and see their beauty,
believe in them and try to follow where they lead!!!!

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10 Things You Never Say to a Guy

Here's something interesting for the girls, which I came across from www.kriegerstyle.com. Just wanted to share this...enjoy!

1. WHEN WILL I SEE YOU AGAIN? You’ll see him when you see him. If he wants to see you again, he’ll call. If not, next. You don’t have time for anyone that doesn’t have time for you.

2. WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL? There’s only one answer to this question: Because he didn’t want to!!! What you’re really asking is, “Why didn’t you want to call me?” Who knows!! There could be a lot of reasons, but you shouldn’t be sitting around wondering why. You should be out dating lots of different guys and not worrying about ONE guy. Don’t be so quick to put all your eggs into one basket, because if they break, it’s a big mess!

3. WHERE WERE YOU? If he wanted you to know where he was, he’d tell you. What you’re really asking is, “Where you with another female that you like better than me?” Your insecurity is showing, my dear. If anything, he should be wondering where you were.

4. I LOVE YOU (FIRST) - You’re saying it in the hopes that he’ll say it back, but what if he doesn’t? You’ll be devastated and probably feel foolish. Saying “I love you” is not going to speed things up if he’s not ready to say it back. So just cool it, and let him be the first to say it when he’s ready.

5. DID YOU SLEEP WITH HER? As long as he’s not sleeping with her now, who cares? The past is gone. Don’t torture yourself (and him) with these thoughts. In this case, ignorance really is bliss.

6. I’M PREGNANT. In the 21st century, with all the birth control choices available, there is no excuse for becoming pregnant, unless you want to be. You should be using something and he should use a condom, every time.

7. WHERE IS THIS GOING? Nowhere fast if that’s your attitude. Guys want someone fun and easy to be with, not someone that’s constantly worrying about the future. His actions or non-actions will tell you where it’s going. If it’s going somewhere, you’ll know it. If it’s not, you’ll know it too.

8. WE NEED TO TALK. This is the equivalent of, “Go to the principal’s office”. Guys know it’s not going to be a fun conversation, so they’re already on the defense. If you need to discuss something, just casually bring it up when the both of you are relaxed. Don’t try to talk to him when he’s tired, stressed or trying to watch tv!

9. I HATE YOU! Even if you do, it’s totally uncalled for and un-lady like. If there’s an issue, be mature enough to discuss it when you’re calm. If he’s breaking up with you, reacting with anger may make you feel better temporarily, but it’s best to remain calm and act unfazed. He’ll wonder why you’re so cool about it and that may make him re-think his decision. Always be pleasant during a break up. Do you want to be known as the girl that goes psycho if someone breaks up with her?? I didn’t think so.

10. I DON’T TRUST YOU. What you’re actually saying is, “You need to step up your game, because I can see you’re up to something.” If he is up to something, he’ll just become even sneakier. Better to think smart and act dumb-it’ll be easier to get the evidence you need to confirm your suspicions.

By the way guys!! is this really true???? ehehhe juss curious!

24 Season 7 trailer

YOU and LIFE

Accept all the ups and downs come to your way. You have to be strong and fight until you succeed to make things better. One day, you’ll be able to make it. There are some things you have to let go, don’t think that you’ll get everything you want. We have to learn to let go of the impossibilities. Count it as another experience for you. And learn to move on with life accepting the failures. Also make sure not to regret of anything, cox you can’t undo anything which had already passed, so just keep on mind not to repeat any of those in future. Most the phases come to your way won’t be easy; you have to try and deal with it having some patience.

Being glamorous and having things is not what life is about. I guess life is about being true to yourself, to your values and to the kind of world you want to live in. That world includes things and style; but it includes your things and your style NOT everybody else’s

Just be yourself! Guess it’s one of the simplest ways to be happy. There are a lot of pressures to be somebody you are not. Also don’t try too hard to be yourself. If you try too hard you might become someone else. I feel that is it important to accept yourself for who you are, feel good about yourself and at the same time have some faith. Hmmm I feel that accepting yourself and loving yourself is the 1^st step you could overcome any problem you face. Plus you need to look at life in a positive way. You are the only one who could try and make your life happy. If you just be yourself, everything else will fall into place ...... I might be wrong, but this is how I believe from my experiences.

What is the meaning of your life?

Hmmm I guess this is one complicated question which is hard to answer. But lets have a look at our lives...it's so full of meanings. It's about our relationships, carrier, goals, ambition, desires and more. Also it's about where we are today and where we would be in future. Be aware that your present activities directly impact your future. Don't just go through your life wandering here and there just for the pleasure of it! It is now and today that you have to start planning and taking action for the future.

Well many people are involved in our lives and most of them try to influence our lives, think and try to get the meaning, for your own good, for fun, for love or for nothing at all. You shouldn't actually let anyone force you into anything. You are the only one who could give your life a meaning. Others can support you and you can support them as well. But make sure the final decisions are all up to you and use your values to make these decisions!! After all it's your life!!

Dream what you want to dream..
Go where ever you want to go..
Be what you want to be..
Cox you only have one life to live
and one chance to do all the things you want to do